The lotus and the search for his own root
Tale 1 of 3The first conscious act of the first being was a question. Awakening on the lotus with no memory, no maker in sight and four new faces, Brahma did what every thinker after him would do: he investigated. Down the lotus stalk he climbed, a hundred years of god-time through the dark waters, searching for the root of his own existence, and failed. The failure is the point: even the creator cannot reach his source by descent and analysis.
So he returned to his seat and did the other thing: he became still. Tapa, said the deep: austere focus. After ages of it the waters opened into the vision of Narayana on Shesha, and Brahma understood his place: grown from the sustainer like the lotus he sat on, and no self-made being after all. Then, and only then, was he fit to create. The tradition hands the tale to every maker and seeker: analysis exhausts itself on ultimate questions; stillness answers them, and knowing you too were made is the beginning of making well.
Told in: Bhagavata Purana, canto 3




